every so often I think a bad thought about a person, God, or St.Mary etc.. and then immediately I'm outraged at why did I think such a thing????!! I make the sign of the cross or ask God to forgive me but I wonder, if I myself object to these thoughts, where do they come from? Do they come from me or just from satan?
What do you all think is the best way to fix this?
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every so often I think a bad thought about a person, God, or St.Mary etc.. and then immediately I'm outraged at why did I think such a thing????!! I make the sign of the cross or ask God to forgive me but I wonder, if I myself object to these thoughts, where do they come from? Do they come from me or just from satan?
What do you all think is the best way to fix this?
They come from you, they are thoughts that were pushed into your subconscious by choice (unknowingly) and then you get those thoughts when your conscious is free.
To fix it, keep busy and think positively. Pray, ask God to help you.
-Return Orthodoxy
I go through the same problem too. I can't remember the exact words but HH Pope Shenouda talked about these thoughts. He said that a person begins to say "How can I think these thoughts?" and sometimes even, "I'm in the altar and these thoughts came to me?" Pope Shenouda says that this proves that these thoughts are not yours. They are from Satan. This is why you begin to say "How can I think this?!?!" Hope this helps.
Thanks, do you remember what book it was?