Please read the part Uprightness vs Extremity.. from here ?
(if its legal to read from it as it seems it may of been scanned from a bought book ?)
http://www.lacopts.org/article_attachments/spiritual_path-ch4.docI think I have fallen into extremity in different ways...
What can I do?
The problem is I think my way is right... I think I should be as silent as I am maybe, and I think it is required of me to attend all the church services I can , fast all the church fasts ....
Pray for the LORD to fight this devil ? of vain glory for me ... all my life...
I feel Pride is deeply rooted in me and I may always be prideful in one way or another and the devil is so deceiving..
BTW I recommend this site
http://www.lacopts.org/index.php/site/entry/1466/I recommend the book
"Characteristics of the Spiritual Path" if its legal to read from it..