+u said that he made u feel good and he was the one you could about your day with...But what about God? Unless we understand that God is the only person we need for joy, we'll always have a hole inside us that can't be filled with anyone else.
God will simply reveal when the right person comes and the time of marriage will come.. What u should be looking in a relationship is whether he will bring u to God...not just closer to God, but TO God.
In the twelveth hour prayer we ask our Lord to send us the guardian Angel to protect us, so therefore if u pray b4 u sleep the nightmares will stop because dreams are in control of the devil (paraphrased from Practical Spirituality according to the desert fathers...).
if you can, organise a time where you can just sit with your confession father and discuss these things with him.. it will lighten your load, a lot.
Lastly, no matter wat u do, understand that if we repent, just pouring our hearts before the Lord, He accepts us with wide arms, Zephaniah 3:17 "The LORD thy God in the midst of thee [is] mighty; He will save, He will rejoice over thee with joy; He will rest in his love, He will joy over thee with singing." and Luke 15:7 "I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance."
In the meantime, focus on God - on growing with Him and focus on your studies and your friendships..
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Unless we understand that God is the only person we need for joy, we'll always have a hole inside us that can't be filled with anyone else.
God will simply reveal when the right person comes and the time of marriage will come..
What u should be looking in a relationship is whether he will bring u to God...not just closer to God, but TO God.
In the twelveth hour prayer we ask our Lord to send us the guardian Angel to protect us, so therefore if u pray b4 u sleep the nightmares will stop because dreams are in control of the devil (paraphrased from Practical Spirituality according to the desert fathers...).
if you can, organise a time where you can just sit with your confession father and discuss these things with him.. it will lighten your load, a lot.
Lastly, no matter wat u do, understand that if we repent, just pouring our hearts before the Lord, He accepts us with wide arms, Zephaniah 3:17 "The LORD thy God in the midst of thee [is] mighty; He will save, He will rejoice over thee with joy; He will rest in his love, He will joy over thee with singing." and Luke 15:7 "I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance."
In the meantime, focus on God - on growing with Him and focus on your studies and your friendships..