I think the best think to do in this situation is to pray and to ask for prayer. Perhaps you are afraid to tell abouna because its your first time and i can understand how hard it could be but i'm sure your father can give you a better advice than a…
Its just they are humble! You won't lose the blessing .When our lord and saviour jesus christ asks saint peter to wash his legs he say no ,,,,priests got the virtue and autority of their master and his diciples.This is how it is.....Leading by exam…